You know, the past few weeks, I've been on and off debating whether I should abandon this account and just start a new one. Considering I have over 400 accounts I follow to shift through to see which ones I still like, WAY too many clubs I'm in and most of all, a lot of embarassing old art and favorites ... It just feels like something I should do, you know? Would certainly save me trouble.

But you know, I've actually decided against it. Looking at my old art makes me cringe and die a thousand deaths because it's just goddamn awful, but on the other hand, it also lifts my spirits whenever I feel like I haven't improved at all. I favorited a lot of stupid shit, but to be honest, who even LOOKS through my favorites? Maybe I'll do it sometime to amuse myself. And sorting through the bad accounts I followed is like a nostalgia variant of Willy Wonka's tunnel of horrors - It's both interesting and terrifying. (Seriously, a bunch of people I followed suddenly started doing REALLY weird fetish art ... And I used to follow Tom Preston. Yikes!)

I think this account is here to stay because I'll be damned, my silly teenage ways are part of my journey as an artist, whether I like it or not. And if nothing else, it's at least amusing and makes me glad I've improved.